In between of every misery is a silver lining

This routine of daily life that I've been doing, little by little, is draining me inside out. My week now stretches out to a fortnight. I have to do school every monday, tuesday, half day wednesday and thursday. And I have to work half day wednesday, friday, saturday and sunday.

Then the same cycle continues, but the next week I only have to work until friday, and have the weekend off. Do you see? Normal people get to rest every weekend, I on the other hand rest only every fortnightly.

Not to mention, I don't get to sleep at night, I have to study, do my revision, quizzes, and assignments at night. I sleep at 2 am everynight and I wake up as early as 6 or 7 am.

In addition to that, It's now the month of fasting, I don't get to regenerate my energy in the afternoon, and I work with food, oh how I'm tempted by the smell of fresh bread every morning, the scent of coffee everytime I have to pressed it. But all I can do is smell it and look at it. Sigh.

Not that I hated my job, I love what I'm doing. I love to work, working is great. The difficult part is getting up in the morning and going home with a sore body. But the working in between is totally fun! I also love studying, I love every bit of it, but yes, I get lazy. But I'm catching up quite well this semester, I manage to keep my grades, but yeah I slip at one of my subject and lost 0.8 percent. But have no worries, I'll make up to that.

However this past few days have been very hard for a reason unknown. I feel so damn tired, mentally and physically. If I can, I would love to be in bed for a total time of 24 hours, not having to get up for anything, would be very very very great.

But yeah, how can I say no to something Allah had already arranged for me. Just sent me some du'a so that everything run smoothly and that nothing bad will happen to me. Ya Allah, please give me strength for me to continue with what's been going on. Amin.