If and only if

If maybe one day, you appear on my doorsteps, what should i say?

I kinda miss you, but i hate you at the same time, what should i feel then?

There's a million thoughts about being with you, but there's two million reasons why i should not.

Tell me, if i'm helpless, will you be my saviour? If the world damned me, will you stand by me?

Will you be by my side through every hardness and miseries life offers?

If i already have one that replaces you, will you hate me?

But if the latter one left me, or decided not to be with me anymore, does that mean you are the one? Will you caress me like you usually do?

Now, give me some answers, dear Temot. I need to know.

Mommy would you send me my Temot alreadyyyyyy??? This new bear felt so wrong in my arms.