Pain

This cold is pain. And this pain hurts deeply that it really touches my pain receptor giving me unmentionable real pain. Sun please shine quick. I've never love u like this before but now it's you i needed the most.

I try hard to be a better me, but sometimes I try so hard that I think my heart and my brain are going to explode. Because I have to fake it. I have to fake liking you, I have to fake smiling to you, even worst I just feel like screaming right in your face and telling you how I hate you and this stupid rule you lay out yourself.

But I didn't. Because I'm just not like that anymore, I try really hard to not hurt you, because I think I'm too old for catfight. Plus I've hated one person strong enough that I'm not able to hate another soul anymore.

Hatred in your heart will just weaken your soul and a weak heart dies faster.